I want to say something but I am not sure what...
I want to think something but I am not sure how to start...

Things are complicated right now because mentally I have reached a road block of reason. Frankly I just want to give up at this point. I have spent all of my life trying to reason out things to a cause and effect, but it has brought me to this road block but not of so much my curiosity of the world but more of the care of curiosity of the world. It is one thing to question reality but it is another to question your reason and meaning or even purpose in doing so. For without purpose or reason you have no goal of purpose to achieve. What is the point of setting goals if you lack reason to achieve them. Why hang on to things that don't give back with the same purpose and reasoning.

In life everyone is a symbol and it is what you symbolize in which people draw your personal purpose. The problem is that there are so many people/symbols that you have to start putting those people into categories and for those that don't fit some get there own category such as miscellaneous or they get tossed.

Sadly most of the time it is up to the individual person to choose his/her fate when they find themselves in this odd ball category. I choose to be tossed and dismissed.

I would say that I am not going to be on DA anymore but that would be a lie because I may find inspiration out of my thoughts or I may finally stop boring the 4 people that read my stuff.

I wish you all well and I hope that you know or find your place in life...