Time is interesting because we base everything off time...

Time is one thing that we don't have and is also the thing that makes us forget...

Or so they claim...

Really in truly no one forgets they are just haunted by the past and choose not to focus on it...

Back to me...

Life still equals suck for me
no job no mondy bills to pay and well youget the point
Im bored and tortured by myself and hate not working
hope things are way better for you 3 people reading this.. I'll try to be on abit more to Check others art...

Interpol - Take you on a cruise
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I'm timeless like a broken watch,
I make money like Fred Astaire.

I see that you've come to resist me, I'm a pitbull in time.
The pretense is not what restricts me,
It's the circles inside.
The anatomy of kisses and a teacher who tries,
Who knows how we'll disappear.
Would you like to be my missus,
And in future with child?
You know that we can't get back from here.
We can get away.

Baby don't you try to find me.
Baby don't you try to fight.
Baby don't you try to find me.
Baby, it will be all right.

Along the way...
Tears drown in the wake of delight.
There's nothing like this built today.
You'll never see a finer ship in your life.
We sail today
Tears drown in the wake of delight.
There's nothing like this built today
You'll never see a finer ship
Or receive a better tip in your life.

I am the scavenger...
Between the sheets of union.
Lately I can't tell for sure,
whether machines turn anyone.
I am the scavenger...
Between the sheets of union.
Lately I can't tell for sure,
If the machines turn anyone.

Lady don't you try to find me.
Lady there is no need to fight.
Lady don't you try to find me.
Baby it will be all right.

We sail today...
Tears will drown in the wake of delight.
There's nothing like this built today.
You'll never see a finer ship in your life.
Along the way...
The sea will crowd us with lovers at night.
There's nothing like this built today.
You'll never see a finer ship,
Or receive a better tip in your life.

I see that you've come to resist me...
I'm a pitbull in time.

White Goddess, Red Goddess,
Black temptress of the sea, you treat me right.

Black Goddess, Red Goddess,
White temptress of the sea, you treat me right.

Oh my love we are sailing to Norway
Oh my love we're leaving tonight x2

I do have some new writting going to be posted. I have written three or four new things on my phone but I would like to send them to my computer to proof read and do some form factor changes. I hope that some of this new stuff is new and not repetitive bullshit that I think it is. I try to Introduce new things but I seem to fail allot of times at achieving it

I may be posting more renders that is all up to the time that I have. I am going to be trying to use allot of this free time while being unemployed to learn new skills such as 3d modeling but What is more important is upkeep on the knowledge that I have already obtained.

I have a job interview coming up soon and I need to devote allot of time to relearning electronics and mechanics so that Im not selling myself and knowing nothing. Wish me luck because if I get this job I will finally have a chance to start an actual life out their in the real world and not a delusioned sheltered fool.

To victory!

Got canned the same month I got hired a year before and funny enough got a thing in the mail cogradupatimg me for my loyal service to my company and a backpack which is interesting. Never good to have a commissioned based job in a recession economy because as demand goes Down the quota goes up. I hope that no one else that is reading this has experienced this in the job market that we are in. It's a terrible climate to try to not only stArt a life on your own but also put your education to work while being able to pay for it.

Lately I have found that although unemployment gives you free time you find yourself in a very strange depression state. Some people actually get mentally depressed and others lash out against themself by filling the blank void that was work with unproductive things. Sadly I have gotten hooked on a game called Runes of Magic it's a free mmorpg game like WOW but well free. Love the escape it's not so much the being someone else part as it is just not having to think about reL world things. It gets my mind off of the sad reallity of not having a job and the slowly decreasing amount of knowledge I can hold. I was reading philosophy and theorizing about behavior but realisticly ...

I personally find my current situation interesting because it gives me a perspective on a new state of mind and a new state of being. I hope like others situations in life that I don't just escape and laugh at what was but observe and learn of moments of vulnerable endulgences and hopfully brach out.

Hope everything is good with my friends here at DA and I hope you can excuse my horrible grammer lately as I am using my iPhone and not looking over what is wrote. I hope thAt others can read and relate or learn from my situation and try to avoid it although in my case I knew what was comming and couldent find a job then nor as I can now.

"Hope is only lost by cowards and failures and as I reflect upon the past I now know I am damned here forever"

Been busy or the lack thereof. Been working on school work and trying to live and get another job. I am currently learning how to 3D model and have taken a liking to it. Been doing faces and some basic scene animation. Haven't learned to texture nor model something from real life but that's all in the learning process. Hope everyone is doing alright and Im not sure if I am going to have time to go through all 350 deviations I have pending but will go through the stuff from the people that ifind most creative and good people. May be a while before i get started to many other stuff I need to do. Typing all this on my phone so ignore the lack of formating and lack of spell check. Anyways good luck to you all and good day.