Im sorry for my lack of inspiration and my ignorant rants that some of you have read. I am sorry to have plagued minds with questions that have no grounds in reason nor end in consequence to anyone. I apologize for these years of ideology and the many ways of saying goodbye. I am sorry for everything I am, and sorry I haven't died.

I have tried many times to end these things, I have tried to end it all. I have built many sentences but none that really stand above the small. I have took my words and contorted them to secret meaning or maybe deep thoughts, in the end I have created everything but anything at all.

These years I have spent on this earth seem so few but plenty. I have searched for friends and till the end I am yet to even find such in the mirror. My reflection only has the same questions and mysteries that my mind plagues me with everyday. The people that surround me only see a mask created out of desperation and lack of ability to relate.

I am sorry to disappoint you all with lack of conversation nor real thoughts on any matter. To say I have failed everyone I have ever known well that would be one of many understatements. I have tried my best to hope and went out of my way to care but in the end it is the world that judges me till the end.

In the end I hope you know I am sorry but I do make up for it in the end.
To say goodbye in many ways, maybe this time will be for the win.

No wrong can ever be made right, all that can be done is cover it up with lies.
The ignorance that I have displayed hopefully will mask at least my own eyes.